| oh i could easily let this be deemed a very crappy day. but these things happen so there is no use in getting bent out of shape over it. school has been good and very interesting. its been a long time since i've been in a class environment. having been out of school for so long has really changed the way i deal with things. and i mean that in the best of ways. people are so interesting and amusing.
i tried posting my latest video project on here but.. xanga doesn't like the idea. oh well. perhaps i'll try another time.
looks like i'll be journeying north in a few weeks. maybe?
burning like fire, burning as fire
return them to dust and let us admire
false, you are always so false.
with that in your thoughts it will be hard to change
scream it louder, scream it over the roar
found wanting and wounded. have you no taste?
redeemer redeemer
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| hello hello
how are you?
what have you left us for?
we peal back the sky
we never left
how are you?
where is your home?
i miss it.
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| .i have no lover, and she hasn't the prettiest eyes.
i really want to go camping or a road trip. sometime soon.
winter. can be a lot of fun but also tends to be very very lonely. i'll do my best to not let this happen this year but i'm already playing catch up it seems. oh well, not a change.
i could, but i'm not sure.
lady at weis today totally baffled me. i wish i could explain it. i never have seen anyone act like that. i dont know if she was being legit or if she was messing with me. either way it made me laugh.
tired. test tomorrow.
.i want to know you again.
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| A Dream Within A Dream
Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep--while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
-Edgar Allen Poe
one of the first poems that really made me interested in poetry.
i finished another sort film. its more like a vehicle for a poem i wrote. i'll hopefully post it on here soon. its nothing real fantastic but fun nonetheless.
been lucky to have such wonderful people in my life who can just sit and talk with me. God has blessed me with some wonderful people in my life.
going back to school, happy about it but still need to figure out more. not 100% satisfied
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| Oh we have nothing left but what we have and only have what we want to give.
Look at me cause I'm stunned. Turned to thoughtlessness.
Always in motion but never sure of our direction. Stear me right, stear me wrong. We get what is coming to us. Let the children see our folly. Let them jugde our bones.
Hold me up. Hold me up.
I bet you twenty they won't Last!
I'm ready for new things. I'm also ready to return to things I shouldn't have ever left. Jesus, I can't do anything without you. Please help me to do what is good and right. Thank you for everything. And forgive me for my sins. I love you and need you. |
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